I'm finding it harder and harder to keep going. Last night I seriously considered suicide. The only things stopping me are 1) My pet parrot - he deserves the best life I can give him and I wouldn't trust anyone else to do better for him. 2) My parents, I wouldn't want to hurt them like that, but if not for #1, I still might've.
Oblivion is desirable. Life sucks. And what makes it all the worse is I KNOW I have it easy compared to others. I was born with a silver spoon; upper middle family, only child, no financial worries.
I've always felt like I'm missing something essential to being human; I'm socially inept and it goes beyond that but is also hard to explain. Just mentally dealing with people is... hard.
2 years ago I killed my previous 2 parrots, not on purpose but my actions caused their deaths. The guilt is terrible. I've done the therapy shit. I've been medicated, none of it really helps. Their loss hyper-sensitized me to further loss. My parents are not healthy people and they've lived longer than you'd reasonably expect and I dread having to deal with their deaths.
Marijuana is legal in my state, it feels so good to feel good even for a short time, but higher highs mean lower lows - I feel a bit worse when off it and wish I could just be high 24/7 but there is tolerance and effect plateauing to deal with.
I don't know what I expect from this, just shouting into the void I guess
When real men's issues are so bad people can't tell the fake from real, you know they've gone too far.
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While conservatives fight for changes in divorce laws, the fact is that doesn't matter.
It's not that there is a problem with divorce, or marriage, or dating per se, it's that the culture, feminism and the indoctrination women have been programmed with is the issue.
Until the core of our foundation as a society is changed, nothing else will.
0:00 History and reasons for No Fault
07:15 Men's response
20:07 Feminist's backlash
24:53 Why divorce law changes won't matter
A 'dating coach' shares how by supporting and being kind to her husband, she's actually secretly sabotaging his desires while fulfilling her own.
You guys asked, so here you go, Odd Man Out podcast for those that just want to listen or are having streaming issues.
A little bit of this, a little bit of that. Lots of news topics to cover across the board but I think all are worth discussing.
https://thepostmillennial.com/game-publisher-ceo-fired-texas-heartbeat?utm_campaign=64471
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A bit of a scattered video, but I want to address men and losing their emotional awareness, Fresh and Fit's fallout due to losing control of their emotions and how Rich Cooper from Entrepreneurs In Cars calls me out (in the correct logical way) and a response to that.
Lol good God I love trolling people. It's my new favorite hobby BUT I can't do it too much or people catch on.
Buffalo Bills vs. Jacksonville Jaguars - Should be a good matchup.
Grab your drinks, wings and sports hats and see ya tonight!
This is allowing me to enable live chat. Not sure why but maybe if I turn it on, it makes a chatroom you guys can chat in for the day. We'll see I guess.
- Ongoing - Saturday Nights (Unless UFC event scheduled then it will be Friday that week) - Saturday Night at the Movies Live
- Sunday September 8th (1:00pm EST) - Buffalo Bills Vs Cardinals
- Thursday September 12th (8:00pm EST) - Bills Vs. Dolphins
- Saturday September 14th (8:00pm EST) - UFC 306
- Monday September 23rd (7:30pm EST) - Bills Vs. Jaguars
- Sunday September 29th (8:20pm EST) Bills Vs. Ravens
