I know we could use a laugh and some conversation about today's events, but my heart isn't in it.

I didn't see eye to eye with Charlie on many things, but he was a good Christian family man, redpilling the college kids against leftism, socialism and communism while extolling the virtues of God and a good society. The only thing he did wrong was have conversations with people that didn't agree with him, he debated and did so with kindness and politeness even for those who wished death upon him.

He was killed for just not falling in line with the lunatic leftists.

He leaves behind a wife and two babies, and I'm crushed they will grow up without him as a father. I seethe at the left cheering his death and quite frankly it makes my blood boil to the point I understand when people want to pick up arms and just start mowing down those cunts. I know however to fight with pigs in the mud, makes the pigs happy and just makes us dirty.

I want to stay sad and mad for at least tonight; I don't want to forget and just have a laugh and move on. I want this to seep into my soul to harden me for the days, months and perhaps years to come, so that when I have a moment of weakness and mercy for the people that hate us, I have a callous so thick, I laugh at their begging for mercy.

“The most terrifying force of death comes from the hands of Men who wanted to be left Alone. They try, so very hard, to mind their own business and provide for themselves and those they love. They resist every impulse to fight back, knowing the forced and permanent change of life that will come from it. They know that the moment they fight back, their lives as they have lived them, are over. The moment the Men who wanted to be left alone are forced to fight back, it is a form of suicide. They are literally killing off who they used to be. Which is why, when forced to take up violence, these Men who wanted to be left alone, fight with unholy vengeance against those who murdered their former lives. They fight with raw hate, and a drive that cannot be fathomed by those who are merely play-acting at politics and terror. TRUE TERROR will arrive at these people’s door, and they will cry, scream, and beg for mercy… but it will fall upon the deaf ears of the Men who just wanted to be left alone.”

– Author Unknown